an amazing note...

Sometime when I have bad days I read what people have written me... I have been having a hard day and a certain someone wrote me this a few weeks ago and I found myself reading it and thought I would share. This letter did make me feel better and when I think "why is this happening..." I think of the things she says, and maybe she is right... Maybe because of this more people will hug their babies more, or value life in a different way... Today was a hard day because I noticed hair coming out of baby D. I knew this was going to happen, but it was different when it actually did! The ONLY positive is that many babies his age still have no hair, and he is already stared at in public (because he is the cutest baby alive) so he wont get a complex about being different. Anyways, here is the kind message I wanted to share...

 "I wanted to share that we are all so inspired by your courage and strength and you have more people than you know praying for you and sending love and positivity your way. I'm sure that there are countless others who are experiencing what I've heard called "the miracles we don't see" which are, in effect, the miracles that you'll never get to see attributed to your actions, but were definitely sparked by your kindness, caring, selfless love which is and has been so obvious through this whole ordeal. Whether it's that you've made hundreds of people say extra "i love you's" or go see a doctor more regularly, it's the small things that are the big things, and you, my friend, are making small things happen in very big ways. It's no wonder you have such a happy, smiley baby who adores you. I hope this time brings you and Ryan closer together in your marriage and closer to God, and I hope you know and feel how loved and how important you are."